I love him, I really do. He’s been my dad for over 10 years, even though I still call him by either his name or my step-dad. When my father chose drugs over me and Rourk came into the picture, I’ll admit I hated him. Who wouldn’t? I mean, he’s a complete and total asshole. Still to this day I still call him a dick. But things have changed though. He treats me like I’m his daughter, and when I call him a dick I say it TO him. He’s raised me, and he’s the one I want walking me down the aisle, no matter what anyone says. I would be lost without him.. That’s why I spent hours crying after my mom told me he had a minor heart attack getting out of the car today.. I love him so much.. He’s my hero, he’s my dad, he’s my friend, he’s my inspiration.. I love him.<3 So what will I do, if one morning I wake up, to find he’s gone..?
